UPDATE

Hello everyone.

I hope everyones doing ok.

Lee and i didn't have a re go at things as i just couldn't, i couldnt do it for the wrong reasons and nor could Lee.

Lee doesn't Love me anymore and i couldn't try and live with someone who didn't love me.

I feel rejected, angry, hurt, upset every single feeling out there i am feeling and some days i find it very hard to even move or just to carry on.

I feel as though i cant live the rest of my life without Lee, hes been in my life for just over 16 years and now he doesn't want me, i cant deal with that no matter how much of a brave face i put on, i cant see any future my future with out him being in it, I'm heart broken i never knew you could cry with your eyes closed but i know u can now, every single second of the day I'm crying its just sometimes people cant see it.

I don't know what the future holds for me, i don't know whats going to happen but for now i just want to be left alone and grieve for someone who i have lost i have to be allowed to do that.

My whole life revolved around my boys and now one of them has gone, something has died inside me and if I'm honest i don't want to be here any more because i just don't want to hurt anymore I've never been so hurt before in my entire life and its something i wouldn't want to wish on anyone.

NO ONE knows how this feels unless you've been through it, its just not the case of getting back up brushing yourself down and starting again as easy as all that seems.

I need to deal with this on my own so i can sort out something hell if i know what.

I don't even think Lee knows how much I'm hurting but looking back on things i know he hasn't been in love with me for a very long time he was just doing the things he did because of Leyton it must of been hard for him to live like that for so long and i am so so sorry to him for everything I've ever done or said but its to late no matter how many times i say sorry i will never ever be able to get back what i had.

I don't know where i go from here, I'm going to give myself a couple of months to try and get over this as much as i can and then i suppose i will go from there.

Anyway i just wanted to let you all know what had happened.

Take good care of you and your families

All my love Ali

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TAKING A LONG BRAKE

Hiya everyone

Well now u all know what has been going on in my life for the last few months

i have decided for now to take a brake, i don't know for how long

but at the moment my family needs my undivided attention, i need to spend

100% of my time and energy on them and i will not have time for Internet life.

My relationship with my partner is one of the most important things in my life

and the saying you never know what you had till you lost it is very very true.

I love Lee with all my heart apart of me died inside when he left but i am happy to say he will be returning home tonight.

We are going to give it one last chance after 16 years together im happy that we both feel the same about trying again but i want to give it 100%.

As I've had some shit to deal with on the net which also added to my real life problems i cant take a gamble with Internet life and my real life.

Never ever take it for granted what you have in your life cause you never know when its truly going to be gone, i now understand this and i almost lost one of the most important things in my life, Lee will always be a part of me and no matter what other people think of him i do love him with all my heart, we're both to blame for whats happened but no its time for us both to work at it and make it better, if we really do love one another it will work, and if not then at least we will always be able to say we gave it one last shot and gave it 100%.

I will fight as hard as i can to make myself, lee and leyton happy, i will become the person that I've wanted to be for so very long.

My life revolves around the 2 men in my life and i wont let it go with out a fight.

No matter what happens i will love Lee no matter what.

Anyway I've said for to much already but least what i have wrote is 100% the truth.

I have no idea when i will be back or if i will ever be back, i just now for now Lee and Leyton will come first.

I want to thank everyone who has supported me over the last 10 years and i hope in some way I've at least made some of you happy weather it was with my tags, scraps or me just being me.

For the people I've upset or hurt i am truly sorry.

Ref stores I'm in i will be contacting the stores owners as soon as i can.

Take good care everyone

and remember life is way to short to be sad and unhappy

appreciate what you have right now in front of you, never take anything for granted.

-x-

SOME NEWS PLEASE READ ME :o)

Hiya everyone.

More drama in my life I'm afraid lol

Not that I'm going to go into all the details as i don't think its needed

but I'm very very upset to say that my partner of 16 years has walked out on us.

This is something that i didn't want to happen but i had no choice to accept his decision.

I'm also still having on going problems since loosing the baby 5 and a half months ago, I have a docs appointment Thursday and i have to have a scan Tuesday add to this i am now having to deal with making arrangements to have my beloved dog pts and i am about ready to go and scream, shout, kick crap out of something but i have to keep myself together as i have one of the most beautiful little boys in the world to look after.

Leyton the best thing i ever did in my life.

Anyway i am here i don't want you all to think I'm just being lazy and not doing anything

i just need some time to get use to all this and i hope you all understand that.

I do have news on collabs to post but I've just had no interest with any of it the moment, to the store owners i am sorry for that and i will do my best to kick myself up the butt lol.

So just a quick update for you all.

I hope everyone is well and i will be back FT soon i hope.

Take good care

-x-

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ITS MY BIRTHDAY TOMORROW :o)

Hiya everyone

Well its been a very long year lol but its my birthday tomorrow and i will be 34.

I dont plan to do much i dont think adults really do much on their birthdays as they get

older lol i get more pleasure these days seeing Leyton having fun and being happy.

Sooooooooo i have decided to keep him of nursery for the afternoon and I'm going to take him out and treat him lol, Maybe if the weathers OK a trip to the beach, followed by some rides at joyland a small theme park on our seafront, then dinner out.

I have to go for some tests in the morning so all this will be done after I've dealt with all that.

Anyway im planing on going out for the day so i wont be around much at all tomorrow.

So if anyone needs me please forgive me if i don't get back to you straight away.

But i will of course check emails tomorrow night UK time.

I hope everyone is well and happy and enjoying the summer or winter lol where ever u are lol.

I'm off to bed soon so i will say good night and a BIG

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY " to me for tomorrow although to be honest get to my age you just wanna forget about um lmfaoooo !!!!

Nite night all

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